The fact that I made it through today without falling on my face seems like an accomplishment. I say the wrong things at the wrong times, look at the wrong people the wrong ways and think the most inappropriate and awful thoughts the majority of the time. Today was no exception. In fact, it was all worse than normal. I just couldn't keep out of my own way today. In doing so, I became an asshole. Everyone could see it too. I was moody, shortsighted and neglectful. I was so wrapped up in the make believe in my head, I took for granted the real around me. I vow to be different tomorrow. I vow to let go and get over and move on from the past. I vow to not ignore customer's kids when they try to talk to me. I vow to not get annoyed by coworkers discussions of their families and the same stories I've heard 8 times. I vow to be better.
It helps that I'm off tomorrow.
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